
Heavy laughter
coats grief’s hanger.
Anger, the empty chair.
Pain, the last glare.
Summersault smirk,
berserk.
You were shrinking,
not growing,
handsome lad–
I had no idea
you were lonely.
Steel mill dollhouse,
paper walls,
craggy mountains,
accidental falls.
Curtain of shame
divides us two,
didn’t know I
needed you.
Septic inside–
Lonely, and I left your
bedside.
Teenage father,
gothic drama,
pills for speeding,
in-the-closet succeeding,
no way to stop the bleeding.
Last time we swung
you said you might run,
had no idea your destination
was the tip of a gun–
If I’d known lonely loves fear,
I wouldn’t a’ let you leave
first gear.
All lessons learned
like tales from a sci-fi,
Hope you each gotta reboot,
‘cause I forgot my past lives;
this loneliness is hindsight.
wow! this is packed with images and references of pain and desolation with some memorable phrases: ‘summersault smirk’. ‘loneliness is hindsight’ and those writhing, Francis Bacon-ish images; a kinetic and haunting piece !
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Thank you, John. I’m still tinkering with this one, a word snip here or there. It’s a sad write for me, but one I hope releases some of this grief. ~KK
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I didn’t get it all but I swept over those parts; yes,a little editing won’t hurt 🙂
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